It’s my second post, and I am sorry for the delay. But without wasting your time here I go.
It’s said “what a writer writes, it’s the sum of their own experiences.” And I couldn’t agree with it more. Write whatever you feel, talk about what happened and if you are a typical introvert then write, paint, travel or do whatever you want, BUT TAKE OUT THE PAIN. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Ease out a little. Have fantasies, dreams, anything and everything to escape out this reality. Maybe, you must be knowing all this and you are thinking “we know it’s about to take out the pain, the question is how?” I cannot tell you, neither anyone can. It’s you who has to find out but first do not sit in a dark room because you feel the blues are coming. It’s worthless. But you aren’t. I find it shallow to say that do not care about what people say, because even if this thought strikes me for a moment, I am a hypocrite. But those who don’t even care to wander about it casually, kudos to you and those who don’t, start doing. If you say you want to travel and chase your dreams and if you think sometimes that you are worthless and capable of doing nothing, face the truth, you are deceiving yourself. Start being honest to yourself, you can ignore everyone but do not ignore your feelings,accept the pain, accept the scars, start respecting yourself, you do not have to make amends for caring for yourself, the scars are the reminders that you have been hurt but you have picked yourself every time you fell. The DARKNESS won’t last forever. It will end. Start believing, start living. And I assure you once you trust yourself, these shadows will lead you to your sunshine.
My love and wishes for everyone who read and to all those who ignored the post. I hope you all are making a life that will be worth looking back. Spread love. Spread happiness.